Alright... SO, there's this woman that I've had crush on for awhile now since she started working in my company about a year ago. (I've been here for awhile)
She's much older than me... about 10 years older to be exact. She has a 8 year old daughter as well. She's been married for awhile now but she's been hinting constantly that she's bored with her life in general and she wants something fresh. Since the first day she came to work, I hit on her right away and started flirting with her, and she flirted back like nothing. Since we've become really close friends despite our age gap, closest of all other co-workers, we go to lunch together, we flirt, we hug, we swap kisses(on the cheek) all that other things except actual sex.
I know I'm sounding like a clueless dork right now I'm 23 years old, but I HAVE been with women who had a boyfriend before, and I've cheated on my girlfriend as well, AND I've been with 2 older women, one single, one divorced, so I've been around and I've treaded on some muddy waters before.
It's nothing new for me, but what makes this case different is, despite all her flirting and signs, she can switch it up like THAT instantly, and despite how I made her sound so far, she is EXTREMELY professional, and she is an EXCELLENT worker, boss loves her, she is quick, intelligent, and serious when it comes to work, more so than anybody. We can go from being really friendly to avoiding each other for a week or so depending on the mood, it's like an emotional rollercoaster ride with this women, she is UNPREDICTABLE.
But recently, she asked me out to go to this comedy show with her. Saying she has nobody else to go with(?) I assumed her husband took on some night shift but when she asked me to buy the tickets for her as well, she didn't even know WHAT date the show was supposed to be at... which means, she didn't really plan anything around her husband at all to begin with, she practically asked me what date it is, and she'll make it happen.
Btw, the show's gonna be at Friday night 7pm around July... I mean damn, I've never been out with a married women besides lunch, I don't know what to expect, what is this, friendly offer, friends hanging out, I'm confused as hell... I know I shouldn't be, all my friends are egging me on, but I'm still not sure what's going on with her?
P.S. I've done many bad things in my life, I'll probably continue to do them I'm not gonna sit here and say I'm about to repent, I just need some views on what I'm going through right now, if you are going to criticize at least give me an opinion on this matter, thank you.
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