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lets see if we can do this celibacy thing AGAIN

MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
edited September 2010 in For The Grown & Sexy
beginning of the year i did it for some time
now im considering it again
i just love sex!
and this damn secular music is a fucking killer
this year ive had sex 4 times
(which is fucking sucky!)
but the thing is i talk to alot of guys and once i hit a certain emotional level with them im ready to sex
*shruggs
so how can we get over this???
:(
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  • DupacDupac Retired PurgatoryPosts: 68,307 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    beginning of the year i did it for some time
    now im considering it again
    i just love sex!
    and this damn secular music is a fucking killer
    this year ive had sex 4 times
    (which is fucking sucky!)
    but the thing is i talk to alot of guys and once i hit a certain emotional level with them im ready to sex
    *shruggs
    so how can we get over this???
    :(

    u can't get over it, u just gotta get it outta ur system....

    drinking large quanities of alcohol helps to lessen the guilt

  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    dusouljah wrote: »
    u can't get over it, u just gotta get it outta ur system....

    drinking large quanities of alcohol helps to lessen the guilt

    i dont drink!
    i have no other vices, except for sex!
  • kentuckywildcatkentuckywildcat Posts: 9,228 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Smh..The world is filled with Whores
  • louis the greatlouis the great Posts: 6,476 ✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Treat yourself, dont cheat yourself shorty!
  • DupacDupac Retired PurgatoryPosts: 68,307 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    i dont drink!
    i have no other vices, except for sex!
    seems like problem A (not drinking)
    can solve problem B(guilty about sex)

    i know i'm right....

  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Smh..The world is filled with Whores

    how am i a whore??
  • American Loo VII 3DAmerican Loo VII 3D Posts: 6,371 ✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    go out there and have fun. that pussy aint gonna be young forever
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Treat yourself, dont cheat yourself shorty!

    lmfao
    everyone says that
    id rather deprive myself
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    dusouljah wrote: »
    seems like problem A (not drinking)
    can solve problem B(guilty about sex)

    i know i'm right....

    i am guilty about sexing
    i dont wanna become a fallacious woman
    its a fear for real
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    go out there and have fun. that pussy aint gonna be young forever

    these things are true
    but if my kegels have anything to do with it, it will be!
  • louis the greatlouis the great Posts: 6,476 ✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    lmfao
    everyone says that
    id rather deprive myself

    Is this a religulous endeavor?
  • DupacDupac Retired PurgatoryPosts: 68,307 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    i am guilty about sexing
    i dont wanna become a fallacious woman
    its a fear for real
    i'm tryna told you... drinking helps with that....

    u develope a 4loko habit u an't gonna be thinking shit about being fallacious...whatever thta means

  • PurrPurr Evil Chuck Season. Jumpman jumpman Jumpman dat girl up to something!!!Posts: 32,382 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    to be honest, it's totally out of sight out of mind, when it comes to sex.
    no porn, no masturbation, no head,and nothing that pertains to sex.
    You must get it all out of your system to be cool with it in front of you.
    "The most disrespected person in America is the Black woman, the most unprotected person in America is the Black woman. The most neglected person in America is the Black woman."- Malcolm X
  • Elle_MusicElle_Music Posts: 926
    edited September 2010
    get a boyfriend and have all the sex you want guilt free
  • BabyBugattiBabyBugatti Posts: 9,173 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    its not hard.
    or maybe its one of those things that once you'ved tried it, then you gotta go back for more? i dunno
    Dr. Manhattan: She was pregnant. And you gunned her down.

    Edward Blake: That's right. And you know what, you watched me. You could've turned the gun into steam, the bullets into mercury, the bottle into goddamned snowflakes but you didn't, did you? You really don't give a damn about human beings. You're driftin' out of touch, Doc. God help us all.
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Is this a religulous endeavor?

    hell no
    i hhave a fear of my vagina gettign streched out and me having a name around town
    thats the only reason
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    dusouljah wrote: »
    i'm tryna told you... drinking helps with that....

    u develope a 4loko habit u an't gonna be thinking shit about being fallacious...whatever thta means

    naw
    then im a drunk smfh
    and 4lokos for crackhead
    and it means a loose female
  • American Loo VII 3DAmerican Loo VII 3D Posts: 6,371 ✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Elle_Music wrote: »
    get a boyfriend and have all the sex you want guilt free

    girl you better stop telling our business.
  • BabyBugattiBabyBugatti Posts: 9,173 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    sooo.
    you're a whore?/ whore in the making?
    intersting.
    Dr. Manhattan: She was pregnant. And you gunned her down.

    Edward Blake: That's right. And you know what, you watched me. You could've turned the gun into steam, the bullets into mercury, the bottle into goddamned snowflakes but you didn't, did you? You really don't give a damn about human beings. You're driftin' out of touch, Doc. God help us all.
  • DjuniorDjunior Posts: 851
    edited September 2010
    This makes no sense at all. You didn't hold the vow of celibacy, and you're upset at the low number of times you had sex cause you know you would've enjoyed having it more often. So all that restraining just to fold, sounds foolish. Just get it in. You a grown woman and it sounds like you're at least attemptin to make sound decisions when it comes to the puss, so trust you're judgement and stop making it hard on yourself.
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    to be honest, it's totally out of sight out of mind, when it comes to sex.
    no porn, no masturbation, no head,and nothing that pertains to sex.
    You must get it all out of your system to be cool with it in front of you.

    im semi addicted to porn
    and my mind is ALWAYS on it
    damn near every decent looking man i llok at i imagine seex with them
    its something like a problem...
    of course i dont act on it
  • junegeminijunegemini With ya daddyPosts: 2,775 ✭✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Elle_Music wrote: »
    get a boyfriend and have all the sex you want guilt free

    yep yep .
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Elle_Music wrote: »
    get a boyfriend and have all the sex you want guilt free

    thats the plan i have
    but i dont want a bf
    i cant really have a relationship with the way i work
    im open to it though-if it arises
  • American Loo VII 3DAmerican Loo VII 3D Posts: 6,371 ✭✭✭
    edited September 2010
    sounds like Meryl is a freak in a cage and she knows it.

    its only a matter of time.

    and the longer you suppress, the more freakier you'll be when you get out there.
  • MERYLISBACKMERYLISBACK Posts: 2,003 ✭✭
    edited September 2010
    Moreno.S wrote: »
    its not hard.
    or maybe its one of those things that once you'ved tried it, then you gotta go back for more? i dunno

    the first 3 times i had sex this year was with an ex
    we are crazy so it just made sense to sex him
    not that is totally DONE
    and i started talking to some new guy who gets on my nerves
    but is well endowed and very talented
    so even when im not thinking about him im thinking about IT

    im attempting to purge it outta my head :(
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