I thought I had low self esteem until..

unRealLady1 · March 2012

I suffered depression. Come to find out I realized all the people I shut off, think I shut them away because I thought they were ugly and thought I looked better. I found that some people self esteem is so low they can't understand other people have problems in this life as well. No matter how much I tried to tell somebody I was dealing with some serious shit, they confused it with me bragging and acting conceited. I found out people who think that everyone who goes thru something are looking down on their looks are the ones with low self esteem. I was just dealing with depression..

Well, u live and you learn. anybodyelse learned something new in life, or something new about themselves?

black caesar · March 2012

This concludes another confusing story with Real Lady.

Lil Loca · March 2012

Yo, no dis, but you always depressed, yo. Have you thought about seeing a therapist? Not even trying to be funny.

bankrupt baller · March 2012

word is bond god!

.American Loo · March 2012

I've learned that you are a little off in your head.

GodSpeed215 · March 2012

bankrupt baller wrote: »

word is bond god!

This made me laugh for some reason

unRealLady1 · March 2012

Princess Jihad wrote: »

Yo, no dis, but you always depressed, yo. Have you thought about seeing a therapist? Not even trying to be funny.

my depression wasn't mental. All people had to do was leave me alone, but they were too busy thinking I'm conceited spreading rumors and photoshoppin pics.

I just didnt feel like being bothered with people and they wanted my attention. They wouldn't allow me to pay attention to the things more serious than them so I became depressed. People think it's all about them, and they swear I think they are ugly.

it's time for them 2 just chill off of me. & LEAVE ME ALONE

freehuey89 · March 2012

The more I reread your post, the more I am increasingly becoming confused

unRealLady1 · March 2012

alot of ya'll are when intellectual goes wrong you have no feelings and emotions 2 me. Thats why it's no understanding. I am a kinetic person u got 2 feel me.

unRealLady1 · March 2012

ether-i-am wrote: »

big time, because I look better in person, and he never got 2 see me......I don't like a man who competes with a woman on the level he does... I'll pass.

freehuey89 · March 2012

Kinectic? Like we phyically have to touch you to.understand your words?

Desi_416 · March 2012

I really gotta start checking who the T/S before I enter a thread, I thought this was going to be funny, but this chick's posts/threads are just perplexing to say the least

lamontbdc · March 2012

what up my sister

unRealLady1 · March 2012

lamontbdc wrote: »

what up my sister

whats up..u still in dc?

unRealLady1 · March 2012

ether-i-am wrote: »

Real Lady I think I love you and I will fight Nas and Young Jeezy on sight for you.

just remember real lady been this way...real lady @ 16

Real Lady @ 30...I'm a O.G....this aint a rookie.

unRealLady1 · March 2012

this is the unedited pic ether

Perfect · March 2012

black caesar wrote: »

This concludes another confusing story with Real Lady.

this is the first time I feel like I'm not the only person that has no idea wtf she's talkin about

+GOAT

unRealLady1 · March 2012

everysince I came on the net back on 01, I was talking to people online, before even showing pics, they were trying to set me up, because I was a poster complaining about scams in the industry. so I've been having people spam my account and hack my account, playing games online so nobody would look at me as a serious poster. These people want u to believe I'm a stunt poster.

unRealLady1 · March 2012

Let me explain the beef it's not physical...what I was beefin about is I had ppl mocking and copying, and people look at me as if I'm following them, because they are trying to make it seem that way. They are being the wrong way, and making it look like I went the wrong way when I DID NOT...all these styles I had first, and these pics are from 15,16,17...

They were mocking me.

as u can see it's the same shirt I had in the other pic

I was 16, u should never judge a person by their LOOK A LIKES.

unRealLady1 · March 2012

I kept rephrasing, I did not go the wrong way, my family was already crooked, people making up lies because they want to know how I get connected to the streets...Thinking I got ganged banged, ranned thru niggas. Shit is pathetic lies...I grew up in this lane, spending all my life trying to get out of situations, that people were trying to get in.

unRealLady1 · March 2012

Real Lady1 wrote: »

I kept rephrasing, I did not go the wrong way, my family was already crooked, people making up lies because they want to know how I get connected to the streets...Thinking I got ganged banged, ranned thru niggas. Shit is pathetic lies...I grew up in this lane, spending all my life trying to get out of situations, that people were trying to get in. everyone did wrong things, Iam not perfect, but they judge as if I sold my soul. come from a different life and pretending to be who Iam..it's not true

bankrupt baller · March 2012

who exactly are "these people" you speak of?

unRealLady1 · March 2012

Been in this shit since 92 look at all the bullshit I've been thru so called beef with u know who

me in the purple

zay_24 · March 2012

u photoshopped that ass in dat dress pic

MrsWest · March 2012

Why are you posting pics of yourself at 16? I'm just curious.

bankrupt baller · March 2012

yup^

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