since day one. I spent time proving myself to people things I already know, so therefore I learned nothing, but taught people everything I know..
I want others to really think about what I'm typing, if you think going thru drama makes u real, or having haters make u who u are, please stop giving these people glorification. Haters are just trying to learn and they are too "prideful" to say they don't know, or don't u, so they learn thru war.. This war do not benefit you it benefit them!
Another thing that need to be exposed, that I never really share with people who are not my friends. & the reason why, Is because if I don't really love you and you don't have love for me, I don't think your worthy of knowing my pain and suffering.
This is why I constantly defend myself saying I was not born at the top, because my haters fail to realize I come from the bottom, so they think I deserve abuse, because they think I never been thru nothing, and they want to hear my stories of affliction, or see my suffer to be satisfied within themselves..
I don't not like to give them pleasure, but at this point I will. I wasnt called beautiful my whole life, matter of fact as a child I was teased as well, and people thought I looked akward and thought I was too skinny and said I looked like a ethiopian and a somolian, they put me down in a bad way, but as I got older, females started to envy my looks. So therefore I find them to be petty imature, because they assume I'm a concieted without knowing who Iam..
I find people who tease to be elementary, because thats when everyone went thru teasing and being put down. As grown adults you show your elementary immaturity by using methods of teasing and downgrading a person being and calling it a fight. none of us went thru this life without a scar, and if you think someone is perfect you havent grown up. & you haven't grown up if you think it's people living that never been thru nothing.
I find it petty that I have to break down science to grown folks so their minds can rest at night... because all that go thru thier head is "I think I'm better" (real lady) I think I look better than them... so I have to share stories to my enemies about my hardships and pains when they suppose to be GROWN ADULTS.. they suppose to know that I had hardships and pains, what drives them crazy, is they think I'm from a bourgie life, think I'm from the county, they think I was born with everything. DAMN! I hope now they know the TRUTH! They had/have nothing to be jealous of they are just DUMB! & immature, and do not realize that everyone suffer!
^ to the poster above.. yep.. they call their self online discipling me putting me down.. it's like they trying to make me feel bad because I come from the streets, but they don't think I come from it, so they think they are trying to bring out my real self.. they are dumb, I'm really from the streets, so all they do is expose how they "look down on the streets" and if they are from it, they look down on their self..
At first I thought they were playing but come to find out they really think I'm a county girl, do I suppose to be offendended. I don 't know.. but Iam, because they think being from the streets isnt shit.. so actually they think I'm too good to be from the streets, but it's offensive. (because I'm really from it)..it make me wonder where they are from...
calling me a broke hoe, just prove what they think about people from the streets.
what make me sad is some of these girls became what people called them.. men called them whores because they were from the streets and they became it, it's not going to work here, you have to be a WHORE to be one.. not be called a WHORE..
These women like that felt like shit, and they were manipulated to be whores, which make them sad whores.. they became whores because someone said they were, they had no self worth.. that didnt make them "street" that made them "weak".. they didnt even "fight" so how they are gangsters? THEY ARE VICTIMS! at least fight for your self worth. THATS KEEPING IT REAL!
yerp thats what I was trying to tell ya'll about nicki. she's a impresonater. you see now she's trying to look like mariah carey...in the streets she was impersonating me but that wasnt me, she got famous and started impersonating "lil kim" now she's mariah fake twin.
imitation is not the best form of flattery.. this chick was selling pussy on the block prolly calling herself "Danielle" thats why she disturbed me, now sh'es hollywood and ya'll see she's fake as shit...she's not lightskin, nor was she DANIELLE.
my beef isnt arguing with people I worked with. I think it's moreso with men putting the wrong women out there, because we turn down their propisition..but the real skeezers are never put on blast. Because the truth is men fall inlove with the real skeezers, and they hide thier dirt because they are inlove with them.
Here it's people out there who think I had sex with nas and had orgies with jeezy. When the truth is I turned down nas propisition and never had orgies with jeezy or gucci... However it's broads that have, and their name will never be mentioned, because they are going to keep the real skeezers hidden, and keep airing out the ones that they feel are "stuck up".. This is beacuse they are inlove with the skeezers.
They make it seem like I'm phoney but how am I a hoe or a skeezer when I never did the act? They call me this because they think I'm stuck up. Thats why the broads just go head and suck their dicks to get to the top, because if you don't u have to be in my position. Where they put you down and act like a chickenhead whore is smarter because she's at the top.