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since day one. I spent time proving myself to people things I already know, so therefore I learned nothing, but taught people everything I know..
I want others to really think about what I'm typing, if you think going thru drama makes u real, or having haters make u who u are, please stop giving these people glorification. Haters are just trying to learn and they are too "prideful" to say they don't know, or don't u, so they learn thru war.. This war do not benefit you it benefit them!
Another thing that need to be exposed, that I never really share with people who are not my friends. & the reason why, Is because if I don't really love you and you don't have love for me, I don't think your worthy of knowing my pain and suffering.
This is why I constantly defend myself saying I was not born at the top, because my haters fail to realize I come from the bottom, so they think I deserve abuse, because they think I never been thru nothing, and they want to hear my stories of affliction, or see my suffer to be satisfied within themselves..
I don't not like to give them pleasure, but at this point I will. I wasnt called beautiful my whole life, matter of fact as a child I was teased as well, and people thought I looked akward and thought I was too skinny and said I looked like a ethiopian and a somolian, they put me down in a bad way, but as I got older, females started to envy my looks. So therefore I find them to be petty imature, because they assume I'm a concieted without knowing who Iam..
I find people who tease to be elementary, because thats when everyone went thru teasing and being put down. As grown adults you show your elementary immaturity by using methods of teasing and downgrading a person being and calling it a fight. none of us went thru this life without a scar, and if you think someone is perfect you havent grown up. & you haven't grown up if you think it's people living that never been thru nothing.
I find it petty that I have to break down science to grown folks so their minds can rest at night... because all that go thru thier head is "I think I'm better" (real lady) I think I look better than them... so I have to share stories to my enemies about my hardships and pains when they suppose to be GROWN ADULTS.. they suppose to know that I had hardships and pains, what drives them crazy, is they think I'm from a bourgie life, think I'm from the county, they think I was born with everything. DAMN! I hope now they know the TRUTH! They had/have nothing to be jealous of they are just DUMB! & immature, and do not realize that everyone suffer!
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Is this what its come to? Is nothing private anymore?
I got a real ass too. Imma post that lata fuck auto correct. I got 2 baby daddy's. I'm at restaurant right now
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I don't get why I should feel ashamed of my life.
even my son's father, know I do not live off niggas...he know how I do... he know I take care my business and he know where I come from. if a nigga don't know I'm from the bottom, I'm telling ya, HE DO NOT KNOW ME.
some pics of him over his peoples house.
now this is a crazy nigga, but he knows that much lol
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how much you need to obtain to know that your a somebody?
This generation of people seems as if they need a whole lot to know they are somebody's.. now I'm not against material gain, I'm just saying I knew I was a somebody way before material gain. I knew that I was a somebody at age 2.. just look at me. thats me in the purple.. I was thinking back then, I was somebody in the inside. I knew there was a god. I was just trying to figure out my reason for being born. But I knew I was SOMEBODY... when I didnt have much..
do it take a lot for some people to feel like SOMEBODY? I'm not against people having a lot I just wonder why most people today do not feel like SOMEBODY unless they have a whole lot.. YOU SEE ME HOLDING THE RAGEDY ANN DOLL?!
flash back me at 17, I didnt even have a CAR, but I knew I was somebody!
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IS IT FOOLISH OF YOU TO STAY WITH THE PERSON WHO CHEATED ON YOU?
There was no cheating going on. it was a separation. Love was still in the air, and we were dating other people, so it seem as if it was cheating. a young womans feelings got hurt because she fell inlove while this was going on. We did split and had our own dating lives..I feel like I used no-one as a rebound..The other parties I dated had nothing to do with this particular relationship. We were completely separated, during this time. I don't see myself as a user or a cheater...& I don't feel used or cheated on. I just felt separated.
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why do people assume that when people get depressed, it's because
they were molested, rape, abused, or think they are ugly.....
this is why people who are not therapist should stay away from people when they get depressed, because their judgments makes a depressed person suicidal.
Depression, can extend from being overworked.. Not enough sunshine, and free time for yourself. A over serious life, can lead a person into depression. Being around negative thinkers, who bring your thought process down, and make you see the negativity out life instead of the positive. All of these factors play part in depression.
Then u got the people who don't know when to stop "playing".. a person is depressed and not feeling well, and you got those people who can't stop CRACKING THEIR OFFENSIVE JOKES.. you know the ones that do not realize they need to stop playing.
When a person is depressed and you do not understand them.. GET AWAY FROM THEM, don't try your methods to bring them out of depression. Depression is something only the person can help themselves overcome.. Other people are the reason people go in depression, so depressed people do not need MORE attention, they need LESS..
I had to go to group therapy to figure out I why I was depressed, come to find out they diagnose me as being effected by negative people, and negative thinkers. They advised me to change my company of people. & that was a good prescription.. I feel wonderful now.
some of those people wanna make a comeback in my life NO CAN DO! THEY ARE CUT 4 LIFE..
Now some people I pushed away in depression got upset, but they were not the reason I was depressed, I just felt like I was making other people depressed. I could not figure out exactly why I was depressed. It wasnt 1 incident.. it was a overload feeling of sadness for no apparent reason.
